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I did see a psychiatrist in my early teens, its a long story but it was a court appointed one, after getting stopped by the police in my fathers car ( No license, No insurance .. ect , dressed up with makeup. ) I was the old farts last case before he retired, so you can imagine how much help I got from the meetings. I did not intentionally trap my wife, but I have known about my issues since a very early age, but I am very guilty of trying my damnedest to bury those feelings and live a normal "male" life.