[undecided]

Well... I'm still waiting for an appointment date, in the mean time I have arranged to seek a counceler through my employers EPA program. This will proberbly just be a 1hr session, just somebody to talk to. At the home front, my wife is having a great deal of trouble getting to grips with my GD issues. At this point I do not see anyway forward. It breaks my heart to see my wife in so much pain, knowing I am the course of it all. I'm getting to the point of being willing to let her go, move on with our lives. I could suppress my feelings again, but we know its only going to come back sooner or later.