28-06-2014, 09:17 AM
Hi Clara
I usually get home from work and get dressed and just relax. I rarely get turned on by dressing anymore. Today I had two full control slips show up in the mail and I was excited and ran into my house to try one on, but the excitement was not sexual. I bought two because they were a great deal and I needed both colors. At the moment I really do not try to get off at night because it does not work. My thing only seems to work any more in the morning when my T is higher. I really do not understand the sexual side of things. If I was not a big male I think that I would want to transition. If everything was purely sexual why did I want to dress and be a girl when I was five years old? I think being on NBE and having my girl clothes as reduced my stress and anxiety about the whole thing.
I usually get home from work and get dressed and just relax. I rarely get turned on by dressing anymore. Today I had two full control slips show up in the mail and I was excited and ran into my house to try one on, but the excitement was not sexual. I bought two because they were a great deal and I needed both colors. At the moment I really do not try to get off at night because it does not work. My thing only seems to work any more in the morning when my T is higher. I really do not understand the sexual side of things. If I was not a big male I think that I would want to transition. If everything was purely sexual why did I want to dress and be a girl when I was five years old? I think being on NBE and having my girl clothes as reduced my stress and anxiety about the whole thing.