[Samantha Rogers]

Well, lol, we really do have a lot in common, despite appearances. My background is in the performing arts myself, and much of what you say I could have said myself.
Mine is first and foremost a spiritual search for authenticity.
Just for what it is worth, my endo assures me that short of surgery and breast growth, nothing is irreversible. Thought you might like to know that in relation to function. And speaking personally, the loss of libido does not trouble me currently because it eases things since my situation provides no outlet nor prospect for one anyway...lol. If that changes I expect I would take steps to reverse things somehow. And even as things stand (or don't...lol) I still think I would be able to manage something if the right emotional conditions were met.
And also, for what it is worth, in earlier years, before marriage, I had many totally hetero liasons (perks of being a leading man) and the feminine side was deeply sublimated and denied.
Its a journey of discovery, honey, and the destination counts less, far less, than the journey itself....at least IMO...lol.
Nice to meet you. I hope this site and the girls here can help you in your journey.
Hugs
Sammie