[Missed Miss]

If I don't change soon ill most likely die.

Thanks for listening.
Besitos
- kayley

Sounds like you had a few rough spots! :-( It's great that you're finally going to transition!! It IS a long process, and quite expensive, but, I'm pretty sure you'll be happy with the results!! At least I HOPE you will!!
DON'T give up, now!!!! You're already on the road to where you want to go!! It's also great that you SEEM to have a lot of familial support!! Most TS girls have a VERY hard time once their family knows!! It's strange how the people who are SUPPOSED to love you the most no matter what are the most judgmental!! Luckily, you don't have that!!
There was a movie I saw on t.v. a few years ago about a Hispanic boy who wanted to be a girl. I forget the name of it, but, sadly, his "friends" killed him either just before or after he got the operation. Maybe some of it will be inspiring to you. After the movie, the guy that played the boy and the woman who played his mother did a PSA about it trying to implore family and friends of TS's to THINK and take the time to understand what's going on with their friend/family member.
Good luck, Kayley!!!! :-)

Thank u so much for the encouragement. Ur gonna make me cry. Love u guys

Girls are supposed to cry! Turn on the waterworks, babe!! :-)