[tanysquirrel]

greetins all ;

i have known since i think i was old enough to think. i knew 'something' was just not right. i can remember one day at my cousins house playing with her barbie dolls with her. my mother who was a devout christian gave me the what-for-and-how. how little "boys" were not to play with girl toys. i cried inside. i was deflated. i have always been sensitive and less masculine than most. i have learned to perserver and push on . for those girls who are i crisis, please find someone to talk to. dont shoulder the burden alone

here is a good crisis website (its free) for those girls whohave no one to talk to or anyone and need an ear to listen to . mental health is of utmost priortity ladies... to many of us girls die without anyone knowing because we suffer alone (does not have to be)

http://www.lauras-playground.com/chat/ this is a free chat site for the prevention of suicide of gender dysphoric/transgender/transexual persons. it is not adult-entertainment orientated as well there are minors present as well who also suffer from gender dysphoria. caring councillors will speak to you i private rooms if needed. there is also a main chat room where u can speak to other like-minded individuals. please be respectful as it is a crisis-related chatroom/suicide prevention chat.

i know personally how painful i can be to emerge like a butterfly out of a dark cocoon. i am sure many of you have seen the movie "normal". it broke my heart and brought me to tears. no one like rejection nor shoud they have to endure it. so please dear sisters of mine, save that link for when needed or even visit and get to know other girls like us....