02-10-2014, 02:36 AM
I dont post much, but I have been on and off here for over a year now. Has anyone here gone through times of sadness in realizing that the dream and reality are sooo far apart?
I was watching a video of someone who was going through transition and ended up detransitioning due to real life things. It struck me kind of hard and made think what in the world am I trying to do. Work, family, etc. ... the explanations and society view. I mean, I was at work today and someone tried to put a sticker on my chest and I flinched, not wanting her to know there was something there.
I guess just some reality has struck and am feeling pretty lousy.
I was watching a video of someone who was going through transition and ended up detransitioning due to real life things. It struck me kind of hard and made think what in the world am I trying to do. Work, family, etc. ... the explanations and society view. I mean, I was at work today and someone tried to put a sticker on my chest and I flinched, not wanting her to know there was something there.
I guess just some reality has struck and am feeling pretty lousy.