02-10-2014, 03:26 AM
Thanks kari, maybe I should at least out myself a little here instead of blurbing my original post. Im kind of scattered now. I had these feeling when I was young and actually used to where my moms nightgown once in while when I was young. Had thoughts of it through highschool, joined the Navy, got married, had a child, did the male/husband/family thing,got divorced, moved to a city far away from my family. And here i am with my daughter a teenager.
I think I did awaken myslef from starting PM and just thinking it would be cool. But after reading so many posts on GI here and watching endless youtube videos on things of the sort, reading experiences on here, I come to realize I want to be feminine more. Things just come up all at once at times. Single, no real family around, a daughter who I love and never would want to alienate or hurt, and then dealing with things at work. I am sure many of the people here deal with these things here, and I have been feeling pretty alone with dealing with it.
So sorry if it was just an out of the blue thing I posted. i know there are a lot of more senior members who are pretty tight in these discussions. Just looking for a little perspective maybe.
I think I did awaken myslef from starting PM and just thinking it would be cool. But after reading so many posts on GI here and watching endless youtube videos on things of the sort, reading experiences on here, I come to realize I want to be feminine more. Things just come up all at once at times. Single, no real family around, a daughter who I love and never would want to alienate or hurt, and then dealing with things at work. I am sure many of the people here deal with these things here, and I have been feeling pretty alone with dealing with it.
So sorry if it was just an out of the blue thing I posted. i know there are a lot of more senior members who are pretty tight in these discussions. Just looking for a little perspective maybe.

