[RobinMurphy]

I also saw this on another site and when I read it I thought oh that is what I'm feeling shame. I never narrowed it down to that I came out to my best female friend a couple of days ago, and she gets mad about all of hang ups over all of this. I said to her that this is embarrassing which is the same as shame I just never thought of it like that. I think the other thing I feel is fear of the outcome. Fear of not going forward and also fear of going forward. Robin.