[EvaMarie]

Women live in very different world and they arent the nice sweet innocent things they would like men to think they are...

Thats when its all just effortless and its just me being me without thinking about it like anyone else.... Just another one of the girls

Yeah, I've heard about how they CAN be MUCH more disgusting than guys!! Throwing used tampons onto the bathroom ceiling so they stick there, wiping their ass with their fingers then smearing it on the walls!! Those are just the tales I've been told!! Who KNOWS what ELSE some of them do!!

I think all you really have to do IS just be yourself, in girl mode, though. The more natural you are, the more you should just blend in, however, the more you fear you might give yourself away, the more you MIGHT!

Well personally I havent seen that, for the most part women are much less disgusting than guys

You're right of course on being myself... In time I guess, the more physically fem I get the more I can do that BUT its not because its easier to "act like a woman"... Its because I feel more comfortable letting out the "manly" part of me thats still there... Imagine a woman "doing something manly" she might be aware of what she's doing but she would never question her identity... To anyone watching it would be obvious she's still a woman... Well not so easy to pull off when you still have masculine features and you were raised male... I wonder if my life will ever feel like its not an act at all