[Sofia Bunny]

Hun we all go through these struggles to one degree or another. I have come to realize that finding who I am, and what I want out of life is more a process of pealing back the layers of various desires and working through each new self discovery. The only advice I can give you is don't be too hard on yourself. Embrace the now and let the tomorrows worry about themselves.

~Elain

Thank you for the comment and feedback. Yeah, I suppose you right. I just don't think I was ready for being re-exposed to emotions I had secured away. It allowed me to brush everything off, and just not care anymore. Yeah sure it was a false security, sure eventually I may have had a mental breakdown, but sometimes ignorance is bliss.

What's done is done, and for better or worse I may be closer to sorting myself out I suppose.