[Stubbornfemme]

Yeah most of my fears are exaggerated. I'm scared I'll take a few herbs for a few months and bam cancer. I think I may have been traumatized as a child because my grandmother died of cancer in my house. She came to live with us when she was very ill and passed away in the living room. It was very scary for me at a young age. It wasn't breast cancer or ovarian though, it was colon cancer. My mom found a growth once but got it checked and it wasn't cancer. As you may tell I am now extremely paranoid. I wonder how people can take hormones for years or smoke for years and not get cancer. I wonder why doctors recommend hormone therapy even to teens transitioning and from all the documentaries I've seen for and against it nobody mentions cancer.