[bryony]

Bryony,

Yeah, you got me. My admiration is directed towards ordinary, young, pleasingly attractive in face and form. It's interesting to hear you have had the same experience. Is an androgynous thing or something else do you think?

Well, what you call androgynous is what I consider to be a point on the spectrum of mail brain development which goes from comfortable with gender identity / heterosexual to extreme G.D. / homosexual (w.r.t. birth sex).

So at the one end, you have what I annoyingly call a "normal male", and at the other end what I irritatingly refer to as a "classic transsexual".

If you take normal male on the far left and classic transsexual on the far right, I would put you and me to the left of centre and and mid-life-late-transitioner/"lesbian transsexual" to the right of centre.

I dont want to try to pretend, however successfully (or not - mostly not) that I am a woman, I want to have been born one. Therein lies the dysphoria.

Still, I'm very happy with my boobs. Clearly the mutation that removed the pleasurable aspect from some women for having them fondled did not enter my bloodline. (Ironically, my wife does have the mutation, and never cared for breast fondling. Crazy, eh?)

They truly are an awesome alternative to the genitalia as sources of pleasure. I can honestly say that my male parts never gave me such intense pleasure or for as long a duration as they do.

So, androgyny definitely works for me!

B.