22-04-2015, 06:43 PM
So recently I had to go to the doctor due to some minor injuries. I was a bit hesitant as I wasn't sure what all the exam was going to entail. I am not sure if it was all just in my head, or what, but it was a bit awkward to me. As my doctor is checking my breathing I felt a somewhat slight lifting of my breast. I am not sure if that was just my imagination or what, but that's sure what it felt like. It could have just been my nerves, who knows.
As we proceeded, the doctor asks if it's okay to lift my shirt to check for bruises, and I agree. Since I was laying on my back everything looks much flatter than when I am sitting up. The doctor continued with the examination and everything was fine. No mention at all about my chest.
I suppose I have some mixed feelings about this. One the one hand I am kind of glad nothing was brought up, as I am not sure I am ready to explain, or try to explain myself. Plus then I don't know if additional examinations would be required, testing, blood samples etc.
On the other hand, a part of me was hoping for some recognition or inquiry letting me know that what little I have developed is recognizable. Now granted, I do not see my doctor frequently enough, so there's the possibility that what I do have is just chalked up to fat build up from lack of exercise. I can't really say.
I guess as time progresses future visits may be a bit more interesting.
As we proceeded, the doctor asks if it's okay to lift my shirt to check for bruises, and I agree. Since I was laying on my back everything looks much flatter than when I am sitting up. The doctor continued with the examination and everything was fine. No mention at all about my chest.
I suppose I have some mixed feelings about this. One the one hand I am kind of glad nothing was brought up, as I am not sure I am ready to explain, or try to explain myself. Plus then I don't know if additional examinations would be required, testing, blood samples etc.
On the other hand, a part of me was hoping for some recognition or inquiry letting me know that what little I have developed is recognizable. Now granted, I do not see my doctor frequently enough, so there's the possibility that what I do have is just chalked up to fat build up from lack of exercise. I can't really say.
I guess as time progresses future visits may be a bit more interesting.

