I've never been attracted to men, and I'm still not. People keep bringing that matter up, so I'm forced to think about it more than I normally would. Could I be? Is it another step in my transition? If it were to happen what sort of guy would turn me on? That sort of questioning....
I guy approached me on the dance floor one evening and planted a kiss on my lips..... What was my reaction? Well, it was strange, I mean, feeling those prickly whiskers, and seeing his big mischievous smile. I was not aroused by it, but I felt rather flattered that someone would do that just based on my external appearance, and for that reason not totally unwelcome.
Still, I'm attracted to and aroused by women, and I consider myself a lez, now. Like it or not, society will see my DW and me as a lesbian couple. So even if I successfully hide my being transsexual, I'll still be subject to the disapproval of a large segment of society.
Having said all that, I am still trying to sort out my sexuality in practice. It's not been easy for me to make the switch from male orgasm to female orgasm. Best I can figure out, they are quite different by nature. The last male orgasm I had was a forced affair, and quite underwhelming. I've experienced the rise to a female orgasm, which was wonderful, but didn't achieve climax, to use an old fashioned word. Would intercourse with a man bring me all the way there? I have no idea.
Re-examining one's sexuality during transition is just another growth item that needs attention (no pun intended, hee hee).
Clara
I guy approached me on the dance floor one evening and planted a kiss on my lips..... What was my reaction? Well, it was strange, I mean, feeling those prickly whiskers, and seeing his big mischievous smile. I was not aroused by it, but I felt rather flattered that someone would do that just based on my external appearance, and for that reason not totally unwelcome.
Still, I'm attracted to and aroused by women, and I consider myself a lez, now. Like it or not, society will see my DW and me as a lesbian couple. So even if I successfully hide my being transsexual, I'll still be subject to the disapproval of a large segment of society.
Having said all that, I am still trying to sort out my sexuality in practice. It's not been easy for me to make the switch from male orgasm to female orgasm. Best I can figure out, they are quite different by nature. The last male orgasm I had was a forced affair, and quite underwhelming. I've experienced the rise to a female orgasm, which was wonderful, but didn't achieve climax, to use an old fashioned word. Would intercourse with a man bring me all the way there? I have no idea.
Re-examining one's sexuality during transition is just another growth item that needs attention (no pun intended, hee hee).
Clara