[JennaSkye]

To be honest, I'm enjoying reading both of your sides.. I hope you two can kind of.. I hate saying this.. "Agree to disagree". I respect both of you, and I hope you both can respect each others passion for wanting to help me. So, thank you.

The counselor was almost no help on Friday. We both left thinking that. It's been rough here. I've been keeping to myself for the most part, and reading a book that was recommended to me by the counselor called, "Avoidant, how to love (or leave) a dismissive partner". It's pretty good. I realized I've pushed a lot of my friends away and kind of put myself into a reclusive state. I'm definitely not that type of person, usually the bubbly, joking and laughing type. So, I've been forcing myself to hang out with friends.

I've told four friends total about what's going on with me and all four have been extremely supportive! I started taking the supplements again late last week, because the mental effects wore off almost completely. It took about twenty days total for my stress and anger to come back, even with everything going on in my life. I haven't cried yet, but yesterday I noticed little things that were making me teary eyed. Even tried putting on a sad movie.. Nothing.

Off topic:
On the "other appearance issues" sub forum, I wrote that I epilated my whole face. Beard = gone.

Have a nice night everyone!