[bobie]

Im never good with words so i hope the following makes sense, you may be happy and at peace with who you are but you may end up doing ffs, speech therapy & or voice surgery not because you want to or really need to but just because it makes blending in easier, its annoying when in your head your female, you have a female name, you dress and live your life as female yet the world doesnt always see you that way, you dont "blend" all or even most of the time, well this is my opinion anyway based on how i feel, i hate being sir'd and i have recently come to realise just what an issue my voice is for me, more so as my appearance changes and i present in a more feminine way, im actually already doing speech therapy (which the nhs covers btw) which has also made me realise just what a lot of work i have ahead in order to get a reasonable voice, with you on the makeup i really wish i knew what i was doing or had someone to teach me so if you find someone please let me know!

CalmlyAndrogynous, grs is a tricky one isnt it, i dont really know what my orientation is at the moment but would consider myself as bisexual leaning more towards a lesbian relationship, which actually makes it a tougher call, while i hate my male genitals, tucking, ahem bulges and not to mention erections despite near non existent levels of testosterone i cant help but wonder how i would have a fulfilling sexual relationship with another female post grs, i know it shouldn't matter, we would be just like any other lesbian couple but i also realise a lot of how we feel about our genitals is in our minds and not to go into too much detail but can use mine when thinking of them as female, just not in the traditional male way which makes me wonder if i can keep the penis, but then girls dont usually have a penis for some its not an easy decision, i guess its better to do nothing until your 100% than have regrets