[The First Aria]

So, with this subforum being about guys who really just want to grow their own breasts, I'm curious as to why people feel that way.

I've been trying to figure out why exactly I want them myself. Despite what others might say, it's not because I'm actually transgendered. I did look into that when I was younger and determined a full transition is just not what I'm after. (That said, if they ever get to the point where they can transfer my brain into the body of a genetic female, I would strongly consider it.)

I enjoy being a male, yet I've always longed for breasts. I had a pair of large adhesive breasts (made me about a g cup) and I was quite happy when I had those on. It wasn't a sexual thing. I still dressed completely as male (minus the bra obviously, but even that wasn't very girly.) I loved the weight feel and look of them on my chest.

But still no idea on why. What is it about me that triggered this desire?

Anyone have any ideas on why they just want breasts?

I can only express my reasons, it may be somewhat helpful, or heck even more confusing.

I do cross dress on occasion. Sometimes only like 2 x during 6 months or so. Then sometimes, I want to every week. Please don't ask why, I think maybe it depends on circumstances that occur, maybe negative, or positive. I really don't know why it's not more steady. I guess I could understand it better if it were more consistent.

But, for the last couple of years, since my breasts have grown more prominent, I do wear a bra almost 80% or the time. So, maybe that helps me keep the desire to more "fully' Cross Dress down a little more.

I know, not much help, right? Sometimes I wonder if, and sorry forgot who first suggested this, if I wasn't a woman in a previous life, and something just brings back a sense of comfort and familiarity when I do cross dress.