[Lenneth]

Hi to all again,

I agree with the sentiment shared in this thread, and I wish to express my sincerest appreciation of all the post shared. I've come to realize there is no conspiracies at BN, only a few insecurities by some individuals (self included lol). You all remember those "what color is this dress pics"......apparently if you saw certain colors you were dealing with either positive or negative things in your life. Maybe, and just that goofy meme illustrates some simplicity, meaning we all see different versions of the positive/negatives things at BN. It's been pointed out that at no matter what the stage of gender variance your at your in someway in transition, and I agree this holds true at BN.

Today I was forced to make a life or death decision concerning my child, and I hope (no, I pray to God ) that no one has to be put in a simalar position. Although I know this happens everyday to good people the world over.

I can't begin to expain the unbelievable grief I just experienced as I had to say my last goodbyes. I've had to pause this sentence several times, I can't hardly control my sobbing here, sorry.

in short, does all this (the bickering) really matter?, not to me....... not any more......and not ever again.

I value and cherish all the freinds I've made here at BN, I hoped I've helped some of you in some small way. I apologize, I haven't the heart or strength to answer some recent pm's.

Love to all, please be kind to one another, cause life is so precious.

Btw, my kid survived, (thank god, thank god)....but has a long road to recovery.

A Speedy and Full Recovery to your Child Lotus.