20-07-2015, 10:34 PM
Cafemaid said it best to me for my reasoning.
As well as flame.
Personally to me, it started out as a fetish. Always enjoyed masturbayion and in my late teens got bored of girl on girl and ventured to other categories. Found trans and was fascinated, fascination turned to fantasy and decade later (im 29) here i am. TG captions, forced feminization etc was and has always been my go to sources. I love the idea of it. Though never have had a gf who was so i kept it all a secret. 4 years ago i googled men wanting breasts, and found breast nexus. Did my research and took the plunge after about a year. Did a month at 3000mg (always been an anxious person wanting fast results) in 2 weeks my gf at the time was curious what was diff bout me claiming i smelled sweeter and felt softer and looked softer in features....didnt even put 2 an 2 togethwr myself but after a month i couldnt get erect and it scared me away. I quit for awhile and a year went by we broke up and right when i wanted to getback on the train i got another gf whom im with now and love very much.
Now up to date...
Its obviously always been fantasy but the more i dwell on it the more i realize how empty i feel ip top. Swimming etc may be a sacrifice but i truly feel sad that i dont have breasts. Maybe the on and off times of PM and Natureday have altered my desires abit but i just truly want round female like breasts. And while natureday does great i notice no one develops aureoles and nipples like pm delivers. Often tpo scared to take tge risk of impotence and infertility i find myself buying it taking for a few weeks then tossing it having countless "wtf am i doing" moments. I know i want them i feel i need them but not being trans or a cd and having a gf and both involved with our very accepting church and friends etc i just get scared, not overweight at all so feel it wont take much to poke out and while my gf is ok with bras long as its not push ups lace etc but basic collrs and styles i still worry if she'll lose attraction to me or leave if my chest truly develops in to a female set of breats nkt jjst in size shape and volume but aureoloes etc. And find myself seeing countless stories of 1 year plus and finally seeing anything.
But i will prevail and will have breasts of my own.
It was a fetish than a fantasy and after years of pondering and trying i realized its something i need for myself.
I feel this was a rant not an answer lol
As well as flame.
Personally to me, it started out as a fetish. Always enjoyed masturbayion and in my late teens got bored of girl on girl and ventured to other categories. Found trans and was fascinated, fascination turned to fantasy and decade later (im 29) here i am. TG captions, forced feminization etc was and has always been my go to sources. I love the idea of it. Though never have had a gf who was so i kept it all a secret. 4 years ago i googled men wanting breasts, and found breast nexus. Did my research and took the plunge after about a year. Did a month at 3000mg (always been an anxious person wanting fast results) in 2 weeks my gf at the time was curious what was diff bout me claiming i smelled sweeter and felt softer and looked softer in features....didnt even put 2 an 2 togethwr myself but after a month i couldnt get erect and it scared me away. I quit for awhile and a year went by we broke up and right when i wanted to getback on the train i got another gf whom im with now and love very much.
Now up to date...
Its obviously always been fantasy but the more i dwell on it the more i realize how empty i feel ip top. Swimming etc may be a sacrifice but i truly feel sad that i dont have breasts. Maybe the on and off times of PM and Natureday have altered my desires abit but i just truly want round female like breasts. And while natureday does great i notice no one develops aureoles and nipples like pm delivers. Often tpo scared to take tge risk of impotence and infertility i find myself buying it taking for a few weeks then tossing it having countless "wtf am i doing" moments. I know i want them i feel i need them but not being trans or a cd and having a gf and both involved with our very accepting church and friends etc i just get scared, not overweight at all so feel it wont take much to poke out and while my gf is ok with bras long as its not push ups lace etc but basic collrs and styles i still worry if she'll lose attraction to me or leave if my chest truly develops in to a female set of breats nkt jjst in size shape and volume but aureoloes etc. And find myself seeing countless stories of 1 year plus and finally seeing anything.
But i will prevail and will have breasts of my own.
It was a fetish than a fantasy and after years of pondering and trying i realized its something i need for myself.
I feel this was a rant not an answer lol