[Ways Tonn]

no worries, while were all here for somewhat the same purpose and goal its still worth acknowledging the well being and being well. yeah i imagine at 29 and in the life i live, still at home, active in the church, great friends and family and gf all who just see me as a music producing fanatic and gym rat and Christian faith getting stronger, will be a scary one when my breasts develop more. but hopefully that image and background and life of self will not cause alarm to others. I mean I don't wear feminine clothes, I don't shave my body, i dont have any feminine tendencies except my underwear and occasional bra when doing runs and such. Which I threw out cause I felt i was disappointing her cause of my own male ego getting to me. When she said she really didnt mind, said its not sexy, but she doesn't mind cause its not something i can help...which makes me feel amazing. Guess we wait and see when I wake up one day and sit up and notice thickening and building up on the sides more and curves on the inside area and creases underneath lol. Just hope my boobs end up looking perky and nice and now saggy and yuck lol. After all this time on herbs i gotta ask, can you still function and produce sperm? I know its a cake and eat it too situation just naive about being able to have breasts and not kill my chances of having a healthy kid.
I took PM once and started out at 2000mg a day did that for about 3 weeks, lost function and balls hurt bad alot, and penis felt like rubber it was really weird lol think im going to just start at 1000mg a day and do that for awhile an dhopefully get some changes without damaging much and hopefully when they finally sprout i will be happy not regretful and my gf will not be upset when she takes my shirt off and sees them growing even more lol