22-09-2015, 03:54 PM
Oh geeze..... Quit making us think. LOL... Good one. I will attempt my feeble attempt to answer with my thoughts.
I do not know what had triggered my experiment to the more girlie side of life. (C.D)
But, it started as usual. Borrowing the wife's bra's and wearing them. Then stuffing with handkerchiefs, Kleenex etc. Well, that was really unsatisfactory.
Really, at the time, I was too busy with work, family and such to where it was manageable. Then, the heart attack, the meds, the time off of work for rehab and ultimately medical retirement.
The meds kept me alive and feeling o.k.. but also gave me gynecomastia. With the extra time on my hands and budding breasts. Well, what heaven. I was satisfied that with smaller breast forms I could sweep and swoop enough to have somewhat of a cleavage show and not just breast forms.
Till I came here and found out that I could accelerate the growth and such.
With pm, I am finding that normal male jeans are no longer comfortable and still stay up with out tight belting. They tend to bind with belt and w/out they slide down..
So, long story short.. I find myself in woman mode like before in male mode. Wanting to be as presentable as possible without being out in front. It seems harder for me to ignore that I can change myself at will when alone. And therefore would like to try to strike a balance for both worlds.
I do not know what had triggered my experiment to the more girlie side of life. (C.D)
But, it started as usual. Borrowing the wife's bra's and wearing them. Then stuffing with handkerchiefs, Kleenex etc. Well, that was really unsatisfactory.
Really, at the time, I was too busy with work, family and such to where it was manageable. Then, the heart attack, the meds, the time off of work for rehab and ultimately medical retirement.
The meds kept me alive and feeling o.k.. but also gave me gynecomastia. With the extra time on my hands and budding breasts. Well, what heaven. I was satisfied that with smaller breast forms I could sweep and swoop enough to have somewhat of a cleavage show and not just breast forms.
Till I came here and found out that I could accelerate the growth and such.
With pm, I am finding that normal male jeans are no longer comfortable and still stay up with out tight belting. They tend to bind with belt and w/out they slide down..
So, long story short.. I find myself in woman mode like before in male mode. Wanting to be as presentable as possible without being out in front. It seems harder for me to ignore that I can change myself at will when alone. And therefore would like to try to strike a balance for both worlds.