02-10-2015, 10:49 PM
Coming through the depression. I still wonder who I am and what I am. I am not male. I am not female (as much as I would like to be). Carrying around this secret is becoming harder.
Sometimes I want to tell people, but I don't know how they will react and I am afraid of being shunned by friends and work colleagues.
My wife said something this week that deeply disturbed me. I asked her opinion on my growth and she said definitely much more boob-like, don't let the kids see (20+ years old each). They also know what's going on and are supportive. It knocked my confidence a bit. Does she think what I am doing is something to be ashamed of? (I don't btw. I am just me. )
My chest hair has stopped growing.
I used a standard depilatory cream 4 months ago and it grew back in a month or two. I used it again a month ago and it isn't growing back this time.
Blood test results next week and endo the week after. The endo appointment will mark 4 months on hrt.
As always, comments welcome. I know I am shy and don't post a lot in other people's threads, but I always welcome other's opinions, so please don't be shy with me.
Calmly
Sometimes I want to tell people, but I don't know how they will react and I am afraid of being shunned by friends and work colleagues.
My wife said something this week that deeply disturbed me. I asked her opinion on my growth and she said definitely much more boob-like, don't let the kids see (20+ years old each). They also know what's going on and are supportive. It knocked my confidence a bit. Does she think what I am doing is something to be ashamed of? (I don't btw. I am just me. )
My chest hair has stopped growing.
I used a standard depilatory cream 4 months ago and it grew back in a month or two. I used it again a month ago and it isn't growing back this time.
Blood test results next week and endo the week after. The endo appointment will mark 4 months on hrt.
As always, comments welcome. I know I am shy and don't post a lot in other people's threads, but I always welcome other's opinions, so please don't be shy with me.
Calmly