15-10-2015, 09:04 PM
I think I am pretty much through the massive black hole into which I had sunk thank goodness.
I know that if I get really badly fatigued then I am really vulnerable and I went through a patch where my sleep was getting interrupted a lot. That plus some domestic tension, financial tension, work tension, and so on.
A good night's sleep Monday night worked wonders. Tuesday, I went to see my endo and she was happy with how I am going. My E levels are a bit low, but my growth is ok, so she is going to leave it.
I did NBE before I went on to HRT so I already had some, but now I have a couple of golf balls of mammary tissue now in each breast.
Like JulieTG and others I am not always entirely sure about things. My male side comes through a bit and I think WTF am I doing. Still, a lot of the time, I have a calmness that I never had before. I am also able to stand up for myself better. Most of the time I know I am going in the right direction.
Another good thing happened last week too. I told my hairdresser and we are working out my transition hairstyle. She was really cool about it. She is the second person to have congratulated me on my decision.
I know that if I get really badly fatigued then I am really vulnerable and I went through a patch where my sleep was getting interrupted a lot. That plus some domestic tension, financial tension, work tension, and so on.
A good night's sleep Monday night worked wonders. Tuesday, I went to see my endo and she was happy with how I am going. My E levels are a bit low, but my growth is ok, so she is going to leave it.
I did NBE before I went on to HRT so I already had some, but now I have a couple of golf balls of mammary tissue now in each breast.
Like JulieTG and others I am not always entirely sure about things. My male side comes through a bit and I think WTF am I doing. Still, a lot of the time, I have a calmness that I never had before. I am also able to stand up for myself better. Most of the time I know I am going in the right direction.
Another good thing happened last week too. I told my hairdresser and we are working out my transition hairstyle. She was really cool about it. She is the second person to have congratulated me on my decision.

