[notquitemale]

YES the cycles are terrible. My earliest recollections were at ten wearing my sisters panties then stopping. At 12 I used to wear my mom's sanitary napkins in my underwear to school and then purged in denial. In my 20's and 30's I binged and purged wearing lingerie and panties daily. Now in my breast growth it is mostly binge with ocassional purge but it helps to face my gd reality as my breasts do not go away and only develop more with each binge. ( and happily so). It's over a year and a half that I maintain my body smooth from eyebrows down. I was so happy when my wife suggested trying to find what might be called a bra when I had bought a thin polo shirt. Life is good and even better lived feminine with breasts. If then was now I would have a vagina too!