18-11-2015, 08:26 PM
Hi, Flame.
Depression is an interesting thing for me, as in, "Does the day end in "Y"? then I'm depressed."
Just used to it, and I know things will improve. And since I've essentially been depressed my whole life, I don't think that's it. At least not by itself.
Been getting better this whole week, I accomplished tasks yesterday and I've actually done a lot of work today. Only change is less PM.
And if I were depressed, I'd expect that being UP in weight would be a more negative experience than checking on the scale, saying "!" and resolving to get more time in at the gym... :-P
OTOH, I seem more wired towards straight out 17-b E than PM. PM seems to finally be having some effect, but not much - the ghost pepper chili I had for lunch made the breasts respond more, from the niacin flush.
Weird, unless my "weird science" commentary elsewhere is based more in my biology then my thoughts. Then, maybe I'm some sort of androgyne or hermaphroditic creature. :-P
I usually just want to rest, too much noise and confusion most days - I scored in the 98th percentile for "introversion."
"There are loners, and then there are LONERS. Somewhere way beyond that, there's the Gangrel..." ;-)
-Jean
Depression is an interesting thing for me, as in, "Does the day end in "Y"? then I'm depressed."
Just used to it, and I know things will improve. And since I've essentially been depressed my whole life, I don't think that's it. At least not by itself.
Been getting better this whole week, I accomplished tasks yesterday and I've actually done a lot of work today. Only change is less PM.
And if I were depressed, I'd expect that being UP in weight would be a more negative experience than checking on the scale, saying "
OTOH, I seem more wired towards straight out 17-b E than PM. PM seems to finally be having some effect, but not much - the ghost pepper chili I had for lunch made the breasts respond more, from the niacin flush.
Weird, unless my "weird science" commentary elsewhere is based more in my biology then my thoughts. Then, maybe I'm some sort of androgyne or hermaphroditic creature. :-P
I usually just want to rest, too much noise and confusion most days - I scored in the 98th percentile for "introversion."
"There are loners, and then there are LONERS. Somewhere way beyond that, there's the Gangrel..." ;-)
-Jean