[Aescal]

I am a male and have had a huge breast fetish from the stiff basketballs of the 80's, to the more normal looking enhancements we have now, to the best, unadulterated natural huge breasts. This fetish took off after being sexually molested by a male at age 9, was my oldest brothers best friend. I had already been regularly masturbating since age 4 but after that event, I can now see that there was a huge shift what was the stimulating impetus. Huge breasts, not just big, were the driver for what I wanted personally and in my viewing/fantasies while masturbating. After 30 years, I now know that this fetish is a direct result of identifying with the most feminine (or overly feminine) representations I could find, to compensate for a male on male forced experience. Even now realizing the root cause of why this came about doesn't change the fact that I predominantly get off to huge breasts.
I have a wife and have been married for 15 years and at one time she felt that me looking at women who were FF cup and above was hurtful, and she deleted them. She developed late and was made fun of being flat chested until 16.
Either which way, nothing immediately shows, announces, presents femininity like large or huge breasts. I have tried to moderate my viewing but, still can't stop looking at a woman like Hitomi with J cups and being supremely aroused.