16-12-2015, 07:07 PM
Oh, and I must add that ALL of this is like Top Secret!
I can`t go to the Docs for "tests" or a councilor or anything like this at all, I`m not even sure that there`s anything to "Out" other than to my wife.
I`m a Seriously Shy person at the best of times, and stuff like that would just destroy me!
Honestly I can`t stress this enough! it all has to be on the hush hush.
and yes I`v just been in tears for the last few mins worrying about this (it doesn`t take much!)
and it`s not that I`m anything or anyone "Special" I`m not, I`m quite Nothing really living in a place that few know of and is also VERY Hostile to anything beyond the: Men are Men and the Women should be Grateful! attitude, you can get stabbed here if you`re not wearing the right shoes even!
(I may go into that later).
I can`t go to the Docs for "tests" or a councilor or anything like this at all, I`m not even sure that there`s anything to "Out" other than to my wife.
I`m a Seriously Shy person at the best of times, and stuff like that would just destroy me!
Honestly I can`t stress this enough! it all has to be on the hush hush.
and yes I`v just been in tears for the last few mins worrying about this (it doesn`t take much!)
and it`s not that I`m anything or anyone "Special" I`m not, I`m quite Nothing really living in a place that few know of and is also VERY Hostile to anything beyond the: Men are Men and the Women should be Grateful! attitude, you can get stabbed here if you`re not wearing the right shoes even!
(I may go into that later).