17-12-2015, 05:23 PM
I have seen my self as female for as long as I can remember, if I was a lot younger chances are I could go all the way. However, now in my mid 50's with a wife and two kids still not married and living at home, I find I just want to go to a point that makes me feel happier about myself, but not so far as it makes my wife wonder if it's time to cut the strings of our marriage. The problem is, those goal posts seem to keep moving. I see myself as gender fluid, but the only gay side would be girl on girl. (Guys have always been a big turn off for me.)