02-01-2016, 09:07 PM
Thanks for the detailed reply, I didn't expect it after my rant.
I wouldn't say I had any psychological benefits or dependence on PM. It was more about the physical effects than anything.
> Just answer to yourself.
Or not!
> 1. Why did you want breasts to begin with?
I've always had an ideal body image in my head that is feminine. I dislike my masculine features. Despite halting NBE I continued to grow my hair long and it is very long now! (and I will not cut it!!! despite everyone telling me to)
> 2. How did you feel while growing them?
Quite pleased and contented, and quietly excited.
> 3. Were you confident, aroused, ashamed by them? All of these, none of these?
I wasn't ashamed although I might have been a bit embarrassed if someone saw them. I don't plan to socially transition as I'm OK with being male socially, but I still want to look feminine (weird eh?)
> 4. What caused you to discard your supplement? Was it shame? Perhaps your body having a surge of testosterone, signaling you to discard the pm?
It was in conjunction with purging some of my clothes for crossdressing. I thought it was better for others if I stopped this. It was kind of a rash decision but I also felt like my health might be effected and sort of freaked out.
> 5. Do you feel a sense of regret having discarded your supplement.
Yes, I could have stopped taking it and kept it in case I changed my mind. But there was only 1 bottle wasted so it's not the end of the world.
> 6. Think of your breasts growing at this moment. Do you feel an ache, a pulse, throb or any other familiar growth feeling? If so, perhaps. Your mind is already hardwired.
Funny you say that, I sort of do...
> 7. Think how you feel about purchasing th pm before you actually do. Do you feel a sense of shame or guilt?
Perhaps a little, but at the same time it's a thrilling thought...
I wouldn't say I had any psychological benefits or dependence on PM. It was more about the physical effects than anything.
> Just answer to yourself.
Or not!
> 1. Why did you want breasts to begin with?
I've always had an ideal body image in my head that is feminine. I dislike my masculine features. Despite halting NBE I continued to grow my hair long and it is very long now! (and I will not cut it!!! despite everyone telling me to)
> 2. How did you feel while growing them?
Quite pleased and contented, and quietly excited.
> 3. Were you confident, aroused, ashamed by them? All of these, none of these?
I wasn't ashamed although I might have been a bit embarrassed if someone saw them. I don't plan to socially transition as I'm OK with being male socially, but I still want to look feminine (weird eh?)
> 4. What caused you to discard your supplement? Was it shame? Perhaps your body having a surge of testosterone, signaling you to discard the pm?
It was in conjunction with purging some of my clothes for crossdressing. I thought it was better for others if I stopped this. It was kind of a rash decision but I also felt like my health might be effected and sort of freaked out.
> 5. Do you feel a sense of regret having discarded your supplement.
Yes, I could have stopped taking it and kept it in case I changed my mind. But there was only 1 bottle wasted so it's not the end of the world.
> 6. Think of your breasts growing at this moment. Do you feel an ache, a pulse, throb or any other familiar growth feeling? If so, perhaps. Your mind is already hardwired.
Funny you say that, I sort of do...
> 7. Think how you feel about purchasing th pm before you actually do. Do you feel a sense of shame or guilt?
Perhaps a little, but at the same time it's a thrilling thought...