[dcdee]

I too am very introverted and have a hard time mixing with people. You would not think i was, because i am open and interactive at work. But privately, no one knows the real me, the secret me, the feminine me who desparately wants to get out and be the real me from the rest of my life.

I feel exactly the same. I keep telling the wife, that's all I want, for the world to except me for as I am. To be free to express my self with our any reproductions.

SIGH!!

I am in the boat.
I feel at times, that if i could just be who i am without the world judging me i may not need the NBE. But then again, yes i do as it completes me in ways that god and nature have not been able to.