[Dianna1395]

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I too am very introverted and have a hard time mixing with people. You would not think i was, because i am open and interactive at work. But privately, no one knows the real me, the secret me, the feminine me who desparately wants to get out and be the real me from the rest of my life.

I wonder how many of us are introverted.
But also, How Much?

I had thought I would become more social if I got the chance to be feminine. But I'm in the 98th percentile or so of introversion...
And the current situation has me acting VERY "masculine" - you need to be a hard-ass to survive sometimes, but I see myself in the mirror and I wonder. The eyes are hard...
And since I'm alone in a real sense about 99.9% of the time, and yet never ALONE - always noise - Hard to figure things out.

Since I look like someone you don't want to meet in a well-lit police station, I'm concerned about EVER getting an answer.
And with politics as a hot button, SOMEONE will say something to get my Irish up... :-P

Whole HEAD full of loose screws, crossed circuits, and just plain WTF. ;-)

But I am working to correct what I can, and we'll see what happens, I guess.

-Jean