[emilymd]

Although I am not really into cross dressing (as to me give no feelings or special sensations) I know what you feel and some times I try to search everywhere for to share a moment or discuss about life as a woman-trapped-in-a-man-body and it give me quite a lot of frustration to be so unsuccessful or finding creeps that at the end all they want is photos/access to just your booty/boobs.

Mind also I am a shy person so it's not that easy to start a conversation, especially if someone send you photos of male attributes.. so I quite close my self in a shell and avoid for another set of weeks/months to search a special friend.

Now, returning to you... we are humans, no matter if males, females or X - believe it or not - humans are social creatures, so we always tend to search someone to share a something. So, you are not a weirdo if at the end want to stay single but willing to search for a friend to share your journey.

We are all in the same boat!

Hello all.

Since writing my reawakening thread earlier,

http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=25126

I've been thinking more about my dual nature concerning crossdressing. While crossdressing has always been an solo interest geared towards pushing the limits so to speak, it also has a different side to it. I would describe the other side as being docile and cuddly that makes me want to go out and develop a profound bond with someone. It perplexes me as to how an interest can at one time be daring and aloof, but at a different time makes me want to have physical closeness with someone. It probably sounds a bit contradictory, but I think while my interest in crossdressing is a compelling reason to stay single for life, the soft side of crossdressing could be what pushes me to embrace a special relationship with someone.

Your thoughts?