03-02-2016, 09:26 PM
I have not posted for a while. I have been on the emotional roller coaster ride that seems to be inevitable for some going through transition. It has taken a while to dig myself out of the depths of despair.
On the good side, I am making progress, noogling several times a week to help things along. Noogle days are good days. If I noogle in the morning I am going to have a positive day. If I skip it I could have a bout of depression.
I am not sure which is the cause and which is the effect.
Still, E has been so good for me overall. I am calmer overall and I am back flying again after having anxiety attacks if I just thought about it in the last few years. This is a good thing as I will be flying every week for work starting soon.
I am still presenting as male and probably will for quite a while, but have told a few people at work about what I am doing. Each and every one has been kind and supportive.
My bust size is up, 49" over 44" underbust. Now I just have to work on getting the tummy down. 49 - 47 - 47 is not an hourglass.
I am also thinking of taking up sewing. There are not many women's clothes in my size.
My late mother was a seamstress so the talent should be in the genes.
On the good side, I am making progress, noogling several times a week to help things along. Noogle days are good days. If I noogle in the morning I am going to have a positive day. If I skip it I could have a bout of depression.
I am not sure which is the cause and which is the effect.
Still, E has been so good for me overall. I am calmer overall and I am back flying again after having anxiety attacks if I just thought about it in the last few years. This is a good thing as I will be flying every week for work starting soon.
I am still presenting as male and probably will for quite a while, but have told a few people at work about what I am doing. Each and every one has been kind and supportive.
My bust size is up, 49" over 44" underbust. Now I just have to work on getting the tummy down. 49 - 47 - 47 is not an hourglass.
I am also thinking of taking up sewing. There are not many women's clothes in my size.
My late mother was a seamstress so the talent should be in the genes.