[Lotus]

I have not posted for a while. I have been on the emotional roller coaster ride that seems to be inevitable for some going through transition. It has taken a while to dig myself out of the depths of despair.

On the good side, I am making progress, noogling several times a week to help things along. Noogle days are good days. If I noogle in the morning I am going to have a positive day. If I skip it I could have a bout of depression.

I am not sure which is the cause and which is the effect.

Still, E has been so good for me overall. I am calmer overall and I am back flying again after having anxiety attacks if I just thought about it in the last few years. This is a good thing as I will be flying every week for work starting soon.

I am still presenting as male and probably will for quite a while, but have told a few people at work about what I am doing. Each and every one has been kind and supportive.

My bust size is up, 49" over 44" underbust. Now I just have to work on getting the tummy down. 49 - 47 - 47 is not an hourglass.

I am also thinking of taking up sewing. There are not many women's clothes in my size. My late mother was a seamstress so the talent should be in the genes.

Hi C.A,

It's good to hear from you again. I'm sure it's separation anxiety with the noogling lol. I do know what you mean though.

What form of hrt are you on?. Reducing bmi will definitely bring out those curves, but.....modest cardio is the key, proper diet too.

How's your labs been?.