[jannet.duff]

Thanks for the words of support, it means so much when my head is in this dark place. Unfortunately, I suspect my marriage is just about done. That alone is not helping at all.

I should add, that after being together for over 30 years, and married for 28, for our marriage to fall apart over this is very hard to take. It is disheartening to realise that I am the cause, for something I seen to have no control over.