[johnnyboy7585]

I agree with all you guys. This is not a easy road. Must of us have been males our whole lives. With that being said the macho idea that we are suppose to follow goes out the window with having breasts. We kind of have to adapt to a new life stly. Lets face it you can only hide mammary glands for so long, until the really get noticeable. The reality is most of us will have to wear a bra, no more shirtless beach trips, loss of libdio, for some. Its a jurny not to be taken lightly. But there are great advantages as well. Finley having something you always wanted, the feeling of real breasts, the new sention for me is amazing. I too say I should have done this younger, but you cant look back only forward. I. myself havt told anyone about my development, only u guys here. Which for me is scary as hell, when i start to need a bra. Its two fold, It started out as me just wanting to feel alittle more fem. Now i want the whole thing. I see how much progress you guys have made, that keeps me going.Idk what to say, I feel that lost feeling too. Some days im like thats it im done. Then the real women in me says to keep going. I see real women, i get upset at how lucky they r to have breast, etc. The sexy outfits, bras, panties. crazy, i know. I've come to terms that im trans, i deal with it. Its a struggle everyday. I guess we all have these kind of struggles.