[julieTG]

4 mg is on the low side . There are people on 8 mg !
Well , some are offended quickly for no reason ... Get off your high horse !


this is not the language of someone who is seeking advice ?

8mg straight off can kill you stone dead and quickly

Tash and others are completely right,

start gently and ramp,

also with your age and mood swings you should be under dr care petal,

If your this young and have strong feelings like you have you need care and therapy as its not going to go away ,this stuff never does , it only gets worse in most, but not all,

think you also need some friends both real and virtual,

also sweetheart

YOU HAVE NOT LIVED LIFE YET ,

decisions as large as this need to be taken in a cool rational point and at a point in life where your stable

(stable, ie where Tash keeps her high horse ?. lol)

slow down, calm down,

and find your path, which is hopefully not on a mortuary slab ?

julie