21-03-2016, 03:33 PM
(21-03-2016, 03:16 PM)Dianna1395 Wrote: I think that's what you're referring to, Abi...
Oh, that was likely part of it, subconsciously perhaps, but at the time I really didn't understand it myself. All I knew was that I was completely, and seemingly irrationally, frightened to death of getting truly close to anyone. And you have to get truly close to someone to court them. I knew this guy was extremely dense and totally oblivious, but... I mean, c'mon. How can you be THAT oblivious not to notice a friend of yours is scared to death of getting any closer friends? I happen to know that most people did notice it, and many were concerned about it. I didn't understand it myself though, so it's not like anyone could help me with it.