28-03-2016, 09:04 PM
Quick follow-up...
Had a good weekend, mostly sleeping late. Made up for a week or two.
Dropping fish oil, I'll see if I'm doing better with my inflammation as a result.
Had a strange Easter dinner with the girlfriend... She asked if I thought I had missed something by not having kids. Not sure where that came from, but - since we'd had about a half-bottle of Shiraz each - I answered her and told her the truth... Yes, I felt I'd missed something.
We talked about it a little, she seems to have come around in some way - but I don't understand her...
We also talked briefly about marriage, as in, she asked at one point if I'd marry her. (Information, not a proposal.) And I told her no. That I thought if I met the right woman, I would've. But she wasn't. Later on, she was encouraging me to live for myself. But she thinks I'm masculine. Because I take pride in being strong.... :-P
I didn't have the heart to tell her I'm looking up Inhouse and Ainterol. Researching subliminals and hypnosis. (For both of us, she just doesn't know what exactly for. I have told her about using them for sleep improvements. Not the rest I'm looking up.)
But she should be getting some counseling soon, and we did talk about getting me some, and paying cash and keeping insurance out of it.
She still thinks I want to be with her. With all the issues we have, how do people consistently ignore what's right in front of them?
Anyway - we'll see what comes of this. She's working late the next several nights, so only limited talk time, really - text messages. Not appropriate for this! :-P
Thursday, maybe we can chat. I'm looking to set up a list of topics and examples to tell her more about what's going on inside my head...
How I want breasts, and at the same time, want hot chicks in my bed. I told her over a decade ago I was a lesbian.... Not sure how she can still be so ... STUCK.
-D
Had a good weekend, mostly sleeping late. Made up for a week or two.
Dropping fish oil, I'll see if I'm doing better with my inflammation as a result.
Had a strange Easter dinner with the girlfriend... She asked if I thought I had missed something by not having kids. Not sure where that came from, but - since we'd had about a half-bottle of Shiraz each - I answered her and told her the truth... Yes, I felt I'd missed something.
We talked about it a little, she seems to have come around in some way - but I don't understand her...
We also talked briefly about marriage, as in, she asked at one point if I'd marry her. (Information, not a proposal.) And I told her no. That I thought if I met the right woman, I would've. But she wasn't. Later on, she was encouraging me to live for myself. But she thinks I'm masculine. Because I take pride in being strong.... :-P
I didn't have the heart to tell her I'm looking up Inhouse and Ainterol. Researching subliminals and hypnosis. (For both of us, she just doesn't know what exactly for. I have told her about using them for sleep improvements. Not the rest I'm looking up.)
But she should be getting some counseling soon, and we did talk about getting me some, and paying cash and keeping insurance out of it.
She still thinks I want to be with her. With all the issues we have, how do people consistently ignore what's right in front of them?
Anyway - we'll see what comes of this. She's working late the next several nights, so only limited talk time, really - text messages. Not appropriate for this! :-P
Thursday, maybe we can chat. I'm looking to set up a list of topics and examples to tell her more about what's going on inside my head...
How I want breasts, and at the same time, want hot chicks in my bed. I told her over a decade ago I was a lesbian.... Not sure how she can still be so ... STUCK.
-D