[flamesabers]

If you can feel very comfortable being male, I don't think transitioning is an ideal option for you. You could simply take NBE herbs and see if that's enough to quiet the dysphoria feelings you're having. You don't have to go all the way if you decide to go down the route of NBE. If you haven't already, you could also try crossdressing to see if that helps with fulfilling your need to feel female.