[Happyme]

Fire and Ice,
We seem to very similar, being people pleasers and trying to weigh happiness.
Before I started dressing on a regular basis (ie when I came out to my wife) people would always have to tell me to smile. Smiling just didnt come naturally to me. But since I have been dressing I spend much more time on my appearance, and I just cant help but smile from deep down when I look at the woman I have created. AND NOW that I am growing my breasts, I am smiling all the time. My shadow has boobs, my tee shirts have boobs, and when ever I touch them I am wonderfully happy.
I used to wear forms all the time, but now that I have little breasts I am happy to know that whats in the bra is all me. What an amazing feeling.
Where will I stop with my growth, I dont know. I'm not planing to transition so its just for me. Someday I might decide that Bobbi is all I want to be and I'll introduce her to all my friends and family, but that day is in the future. its just one step at a time for me.
Your moving in the right direction for you and as each day unfolds so will new bits of happiness. Savor the happy moments.
Bobbi aka Happyme.