[Sofia Bunny]

Fire and Ice,
We seem to very similar, being people pleasers and trying to weigh happiness.
Before I started dressing on a regular basis (ie when I came out to my wife) people would always have to tell me to smile. Smiling just didnt come naturally to me. But since I have been dressing I spend much more time on my appearance, and I just cant help but smile from deep down when I look at the woman I have created. AND NOW that I am growing my breasts, I am smiling all the time. My shadow has boobs, my tee shirts have boobs, and when ever I touch them I am wonderfully happy.
I used to wear forms all the time, but now that I have little breasts I am happy to know that whats in the bra is all me. What an amazing feeling.
Where will I stop with my growth, I dont know. I'm not planing to transition so its just for me. Someday I might decide that Bobbi is all I want to be and I'll introduce her to all my friends and family, but that day is in the future. its just one step at a time for me.
Your moving in the right direction for you and as each day unfolds so will new bits of happiness. Savor the happy moments.
Bobbi aka Happyme.

Thank you Bobbi, I appreciate your feedback. I know what you mean about smilining, I am constantly reminding myself to smile. I think it is because a lot of times I just zone out into my own little world. In it there are million things going on at once. Each thought branching out into a plethora of what ifs. Talk about chaos. I am über pleased with the results I've had thus far. It's just been fantastic. I don't really cross dress, just don't really have much desire to do so. What I do enjoy are undergarments. I have a huge collection of bras, panties, camisoles, and some slips. That for some odd reason I do enjoy a LOT. LOL.