[Sofia Bunny]

Wow Julie, that is a tad on the darker side of things. It has crossed my mind once or a few dozen times before. In the end, when I am gone, am I going to really care if someone is talking bad about me? Probably not. But I do worry what kind of ill effects it will have on those loved ones still alive and having to deal with such nonsense. Now granted again, I will be dead, so probably won't care much at that point, but the me that is still alive right now feels bad about what could potentially be. Unfortunately I have a bad habit of worrying about what could be, instead of focusing on the now. I tend to over analyze things, and it never leads to anywhere good. Hence why I either need to keep busy, or just veg out and watch mind numbing movies. It gets me through the days. Well most of the time.

So now you got me thinking, when I am dead will the other ghosts spirits etc. they think ill of me, and will I have to deal with that crap for eternity? Great, now you got me thinking, time to focus on work. Nothing more distracting than noodling through line after line of code.