08-05-2016, 05:48 PM
Last few weeks have been pretty hard.....the shall I say white noise in my head is getting stronger and stronger...mind consuming...I actually ache as it feels as though my body is craving something that I am missing...I am endlessly mixed with f'd up thoughts....gay male....was a married straight male...missing/needing breasts...more and more in my head imagining I am actually female.. want PM again......will 1 a day make this mind numbing nonsense stop,yet still retain some sort of maleness...???