23-05-2016, 01:24 AM
(22-05-2016, 01:46 PM)Fire And Ice Wrote:(22-05-2016, 03:04 AM)breastman59 Wrote: I don't think you are in trouble...just finally realizing...like me...it has always been there...but after my divorce came on me like a freight train...Started back up on PM today to try and quiet her down.....
Sorry to hear about the divorce, hopefully wasn't due to NBE.
As for the realization, that has been clicking more and more each day. I think I have a lot of suppressed memories and feelings that are all coming out of the woodworks. I think PM and traveling is not helping my situation, it seems to enabler her further. :p
No the divorce was not about NBE....but was about coming out...not a tg....plus the marriage was not good for a long time...You are probably right about the traveling...the last 8 years since divorcing..have had much time to sit and think...and all these thoughts have flooded me with wondering who and what I am....I initially came out as gay......but as the years go on..I wonder....I fight so hard, sometmes winning, then she has to annoy me with Let me out.....wish I could just shut her up....lol