[Sofia Bunny]

it may be, that making love to your female self, makes her question her own sexuality, and perhaps is making her feel awkward about it? Especially if she was raised in a religious setting, that can hammer home shame and self loathing in "alternative" sexual situations.

ever ask her if she every wanted to lay with another woman?
if she says no, then perhaps she senses that in you. could be your pheromones are changing too.. funny thing, pheromones.. the invisible scent that can make some one attracted to you or repel them from you.

oxytocin is the hormone of cuddliness and love and trust.. ramp up her oxytocin (through orgasm) and she will be putty in your hands

Both of us raised with a heavy religious background. So I understand the guilt and shame and the lot of it. Not a very nice feeling. I noticed the further down this path I travel, the less shame I have. It is a bit of a relief in that regards. I have actually had conversations about laying with another woman, one of those late night conversations when her guard is down. One of those conversations she refuses to remember. *sigh* How convenient... for her that is.

*sniff sniff* I don't smell anything. But perhaps that's why I can't stop molesting myself, I've become attracted to myself. Ha ha ha, sorry, I just couldn't resist.

Yes, I know how to achieve the putty effect, but I want that too. When do I get to be on the receiving end of that. Yes, yes, it has been expressed, on numerous occasions, but she refuses to break out of that shell! It would appear that I may be destined to settle for never experiencing what I desire. So much for a two way street. Okay, I am navigating towards a negative path and that's not good right before a flight. Thinking my happy thoughts, finding my happy place.