[jamiemason]

Interesting.. I looked at it more as a flowing connection between your male and female sides..

Hi Jamie,

First impressions of the scale and I think of my daily emotional battle with GID lol. A numbered scale makes better sense to me, like let's say #5 ( I can't see being yellow ). One thing for certain, most people can dail up (open a can of whoop ass) aggression when needed, now whether that's GI joe (Gen. George S. Patton) or Barbie, lol who knows, meaning no specific gender flips the switch.

So today, I'm neutral dysphoric

Lotus, thank you..

I don't know that I have daily battles anymore, but I have had them... I guess before accepting this side of me I had them a lot more, but I really didn't know much about anything other than I was 'different,' and afraid of what I might find if I investigated more - like it might 'go away' after time...

Looking at it, like now, I feel #1. Morning times do this for me. I feel soft and perhaps a bit randy.. I don't spend lots - if any around #12 anymore, even as a boy. The mental part of herbs have changed so much of how I feel. Like finally, my body and mind have come together, but without guilt, questions, or shame for it.