15-06-2016, 04:00 AM
Thank you Lotus, it means so much to read that, (poor hearts still thumpin, I'm shaking a tad
) I also should note I usually try not to be so sloppy in my writings but I was nervously speeding my way through it before closing up shop end of my work day.
retail life on its own requires so much energy for me to pretend to be this guy, it's like a breathe of fresh air when I come home and can just be myself. That being said, I desperately want to halt my body from becoming anymore masculine. As it is I have a pretty androgenous build, 33" bust(no boobies yet) 27" waist and 32'hips, no visible Adams apple, little facial hair( but what is the in the upper lip and chin are gettin scary coarse and thick
) and hair past my nippies
.
I was raised off dairy( its the antichrist to my folks), so soy was a large part of my diet, maybe having something to do with my feminine figure.
I'm want to start trying PM, spear mint , Saw palmetto and red clover to further encourage my body to become female and possibly start growing breasts before I going see my doctor,whom I also adore and trust for 3 glorious reasons 1; this woman delivered me from the womb 24 years ago and has been my only doc since 2; one of her sons is gay and she loves and supports him so I feel safe that she won't judge me when I tell her what's up and3; because she gave me my medical weed card for my Depression/Anxiety and sleep disorders.( gee who woulda thought someone who feels so outta place would have conditions like that right?
) I would definatly be telling my her what I have been taking, or should I just be patient and talk to her first?
Time is very precious
) I also should note I usually try not to be so sloppy in my writings but I was nervously speeding my way through it before closing up shop end of my work day.retail life on its own requires so much energy for me to pretend to be this guy, it's like a breathe of fresh air when I come home and can just be myself. That being said, I desperately want to halt my body from becoming anymore masculine. As it is I have a pretty androgenous build, 33" bust(no boobies yet
) 27" waist and 32'hips, no visible Adams apple, little facial hair( but what is the in the upper lip and chin are gettin scary coarse and thick) and hair past my nippies.I was raised off dairy( its the antichrist to my folks), so soy was a large part of my diet, maybe having something to do with my feminine figure.
I'm want to start trying PM, spear mint , Saw palmetto and red clover to further encourage my body to become female and possibly start growing breasts before I going see my doctor,whom I also adore and trust for 3 glorious reasons 1; this woman delivered me from the womb 24 years ago and has been my only doc since 2; one of her sons is gay and she loves and supports him so I feel safe that she won't judge me when I tell her what's up and3; because she gave me my medical weed card for my Depression/Anxiety and sleep disorders.( gee who woulda thought someone who feels so outta place would have conditions like that right?
) I would definatly be telling my her what I have been taking, or should I just be patient and talk to her first?Time is very precious