29-06-2016, 08:57 PM
I am somewhere in the pink fog.
I have accepted my feminine side and prefer it to the male. However, there are some traditionally male activities i still do enjoy.
I think i would transition short of SRS, but like many I am terrified of loosing my wife. Since i do not have much contact with the rest of my family that is not an issue. But being completely alone scares the begeezes out of me. (That is a polite way of saying shit)
My wife has accepted or at least tolerates a large part of the femininity i have incorporated into my life. Even to the point of not complaining when we are called ladies when we are out together.
She has told me she hates people thinking we are a couple of fat old lesbians. But in some ways we are. Maybe her silence is a tacit acceptance and my fears are just irrational baggage from previous marriages.
Sigh
Confused and scared
Christina
I have accepted my feminine side and prefer it to the male. However, there are some traditionally male activities i still do enjoy.
I think i would transition short of SRS, but like many I am terrified of loosing my wife. Since i do not have much contact with the rest of my family that is not an issue. But being completely alone scares the begeezes out of me. (That is a polite way of saying shit)
My wife has accepted or at least tolerates a large part of the femininity i have incorporated into my life. Even to the point of not complaining when we are called ladies when we are out together.
She has told me she hates people thinking we are a couple of fat old lesbians. But in some ways we are. Maybe her silence is a tacit acceptance and my fears are just irrational baggage from previous marriages.
Sigh
Confused and scared
Christina